i don't know what is in me anymore. i feel as if everything is falling down in front of my face. i cant keep my mind stable anymore. i need a release. ::shaking:: WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME!?!?!?! i cant handle this stress. i just don't know where my life is heading. i cant keep myself in line. i feel as if I'm flying around like a popped ballon. i feel as if i need other people to do stuff for me so i dont lose my fucking mind. i just don't know how to handle the outside world and I'm afraid i will fail....... i just don't know anymore i just don't know ::crying::