Submerge myself in my thought

Holding on to what is left

Fighting shadows in my dreams

Memories are all I've kept

As I set my eyes on you

Come to grips with what it is

Keeps me from getting through this

Trial of life, I'm full of disgust…

Toss and turn, I can't escape

Bleeding eyes, these tears I weep

Wanting to believe I'm sane

Letting out - release my pain…

Struggling here to find my name

With ignorance, it's in my way

Image of myself is clear

What I've hated in the mirror…

-verse 1-